Making the change

I have definitely moved into the next step of making my change.  I quit my job back in July, I started school back in August and just finished up my first semester.

I'm must say that I'm pretty proud of myself.  I have a B in Anatomy and Physiology...A very hard class and a B in General Psychology.  So all my studying paid off.  I am really impressed with my efforts.

Part II:  I have a job working as a nursing assistant (for experience) and it is kicking my rump!  Seriously, I'm exhausted..how in the world will I do this once school starts back??  What I am doing is working with Alzheimer's patients on 3rd shift.  Yes, most of them sleep at night, but I still have to get them up twice during the night to use the restroom, and lifting them is hard, staying up all night is harder.

I will work it out though.  I can do anything for 2 years, 2 years..that's all.  I can do this!

Part III: I'm starting my second round of classes.

Lets hope this round goes as well as the last!

I never knew...

I never knew how much I love her…

I didn’t know just how much I would miss her…

Until Saturday when I had to pick her up,

She was so small, so still…so gone…

My heart broke, not just for Cameron

But for me too..

Oh Indy,

I wish I could take back all those times when I was so annoyed with you.

I sat and cried last night when it was raining because I knew that you would be scared.

I miss you sitting with me in the chair, and I miss having you at my feet during storms.

I just miss having you here, with us, playing with Cameron and barking at the squirrels.

I’m so sorry Indy Girl that I didn't make sure you were inside, I'm sorry I didn't love on you one more time…I miss you so much…

rest in peace

Indiana Rose.... you will never be forgotten

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